Circus Mirror

Every single morning I get up It's harder getting out of bed And when I look in the mirror Same thoughts going through my head I wipe the tears off my face And force myself through another day The mask of a smile I put on It slowly fades and goes away Why do I see myself in a circus mirror For hours I just stare Why do I see myself as some illusion I wish I didn't care Sitting on my bed at midnight Feels like nobodies around I'm scared I'll push them all away And then I'll get lost and won't be found Why do I see myself in a circus mirror For hours I just stare Why do I see myself as some illusion I wish I didn't care Why do I see myself... Ooooh, it's just not me, it's just not me Ooooh, just let me be, just let me be Why do I see myself in a circus mirror For hours I just stare Why do I see myself as some illusion How do some people not care For hours I just stare Why do I see myself as some illusion I wish I didn't care Why do I see myself in a circus mirror For hours I just stare Why do I see myself as some illusion I wish I didn't care Why do I see myself in a circus mirror For hours I just stare