The Idea of Someone

How could I've Been so confused? I tried so hard To tighten the noose I've been busy mending the pieces of my heart But every wounded part is still dedicated to The idea of someone How could I've Been so obsessed? The songs, the tats And all the rest I'll have to lose it all to finally know the reason why I'm lurching through the days and getting fucked up every night 'Cause out of the blue I got addicted to The idea of someone The idea of someone How How can I Fool myself With such a lie? Oh should I fall Fall in love To finally fall Apart again?