I Kinda Don't

It's kinda hard to put my finger on What it was in me to make the call To call it off I didn't even Wanna believe it I kinda thought I'd have a little more time I'd right my wrongs and I'd apologise And we'd be fine But I didn't And it isn't And wanna know what really makes this hard? You're just as sweet as everybody says you are And I kinda wanna hate you Kinda wanna be you Kinda wish I never had to meet you in this bar 'Cause now I see what he sees You're everything I can't be I can't pretend I'm over him And seeing you ain't hard I kinda hope it works out for you both But then again I kinda don't I kinda hate that I love those shoes And how that lipstick is the perfect shade on you It gets to me That I wanna buy you another drink But every time his name rolls off your lips It reminds me you're the reason mine will never be on his And I kinda wanna hate you Kinda wanna be you Kinda wish I never had to meet you in this bar 'Cause now I see what he sees You're everything I can't be I can't pretend I'm over him And seeing you ain't hard I kinda hope it works out for you both But then again I kinda don't I was happier just putting the blame on you Now you've gone and took that from me too And I kinda wanna hate you Kinda wanna be you Kinda wish I never had to walk in to this bar 'Cause now I see what he sees You're everything I can't be I can't pretend I'm over him And seeing you ain't hard I kinda hope it works out for you both I kinda hope I find the strength to let him go But then again I kinda don't I kinda don't I kinda don't