I Just Need an Early Night

You know I like my time alone Especially when rain falls and Winter comes Tired of this world I wonder do I need a different one Do I need to change the way I see the place we live Do I even care enough to give a shit? The answer is I probably do 'Cause sometimes you're blind to what's in front of you Open eyes can shift a shade of blue to a warmer hue Depending on the time Or when the summer skies begin to fade and Be replaced evoking changes in your mind I feel I need to find a way out of this mess I made Go inside and hibernate and pray Everything will fall right into place They always say just give it time Does that mean I should leave it to some divine - Power higher than what we are, can't say I been a believer in a God But I've always had this feeling pulling me to what's beyond Dust to dust is that all there is of us Delayed rent payments, late nights, laughter and getting drunk Getting lost alone just to find myself Amidst the contemplation of yesterday Lately I been getting better at shutting the door To the weather like staying warm when it's cold in December, yeah If they say life's a bitch I just need an early night So that when I rise under solemn skies I'll be glad to know I never hit reply When death was blowing up my line I'll keep her out my head today Despite her slightly thicker thighs and dark demeanor She said life's a bitch and I don't need her Come along with me I can take you far away from your demons Her subtle whispers echo in a tortured mind Find somebody else my love 'cause honestly I'm doing fine You've done enough I'm ready to take on the world And despite all of those luscious curls listen girl Yo what we had was nothing deep, all I needed was some sleep I'm sure you'll still find all your pleasure as another mother weeps