Sinking Under

The lights went out I could see my own grave "God help me now" Is all that I could bear to say Hands reaching from the floor My body's laying lifeless, while my spirit sinks below If I could find a way back I promise, I would never take my life for granted anymore And I can change (and I can change) Oh, the price I've paid (price I've paid) To learn a lesson Is it too late To find redemption? Honestly, I'm afraid Of the answer I admit, I'm ashamed I'm sinking under I'm sinking under I swear, I never thought I would go down this road again But everywhere I turn, leads me back to the same destination I've been selfish, I'm pathetic I was afraid of the commitment But I'm not hopeless, I'm not toxic I have a heart, I have a conscience Oh I've gone off the deep end Oh, the price I've paid (price I've paid) To learn a lesson Is it too late (too late) To find redemption? Honestly, I'm afraid (I'm afraid) Of the answer I admit, I'm ashamed (ashamed) I'm sinking under God, please help me now I'm sinking under guilt Will you pull me out? You've been living in sin The voice in my head says I'll never win Tarnishing yourself with substances Playing the victim's how you live with yourself Oh, the price I've paid To learn a lesson Is it too late (too late) To find redemption? Honestly, I'm afraid (I'm afraid) Of the answer I admit, I'm ashamed (ashamed) I'm sinking under I'm sinking under