How I Feel

I told my friends Lately I've been staring at the ceiling I don't ever say the things I'm feeling, no, no 'Cause that would be like way too much revealing Gotta keep a secret 'til I need to let go You don't ever tell me what the deal is I don't wanna waste my time, no Maybe we should stop with the concealing I've been feeling blinded by my pride, oh Up in my mind I got some things that I hide I got emotions that show, was kind of hoping it's shy But no I won't let you know, I keep it all tucked inside Until you ask me to go, and now I'm wondering why, 'cause I told my friends how I feel, you told yours the same Why can't we just keep it real? I don't play no games, so Hit me up if you're still down, say you're on the way If you want to stay around, say it to my face Never speaking to each other, gotta keep it down But I say it to another when you're not around When I see you, think I love you, so don't make a sound 'Cause you're mixing up the signals, will you tell me now? Like, do you want me here, do you want me gone? Love me when I'm here 'til the lights go on I just wanna see your side, but I can't really read your mind, 'cause You're telling lies like that you'd be here on time Thought we decided on three, girl it's a quarter to five And now your eyes are on me, so I start holding you tight But as you're starting to leave, ask what I'm doing tonight, yeah I told my friends how I feel, you told yours the same Why can't we just keep it real? I don't play no games, so Hit me up if you're still down, say you're on the way If you want to stay around, say it to my face Yeah, why we gotta be like this? Every second wishing, we don't ever make decisions Tryna keep my on my knees I wish It won't make a difference if I told you my opinion That it's sticking, I'ma lose my grip One more minute, gotta lose the wind Signal mixing, don't know who to pick Just been wishing you're not choosing him, 'cause I told my friends how I feel, you told yours the same Why can't we just keep it real? I don't play no games, so Hit me up if you're still down, say you're on the way If you want to stay around, say it to my face