Stupid and Ugly

I know it's hard to remember The people we used to be It's even harder to picture That you're not here next to me I feel like shit Throw me in the trash Pop four pills I spent all my cash Rubber band on my wrist Smoking on some gas Don't know if its it girl Wonder if its gonna last My anxiety is through the roof Girl what do i gotta prove to you Every time u lie i know the truth All i think about is me and you Me and you All the times that i said i'm sorry Now i'm stuck alone with nobody Please just love me kiss me and hug me Even though im stupid and ugly I wanna be doing something with you Instead i'm stuck here alone in my room And i got your back You know that that's true I guess ill just cry Its all that i do Tell me about your day Can i make it okay Wanna see a big smile on your face Everyday everyday everyday Just so lost inside Taking drugs all night Done with living my life I guess someday ill die I just wanna feel normal I just wanna feel normal