The Hardest Part

I've got these memories of emotions I can't let go They cripple me when I try to close em It's miserable Cup half full or is it half empty? Oh it's never whole, God help me Maybe the hardest part is I never asked for this Everything taken from me, These ugly, scars on my skin I've spent years trying to outrun this past But the tears always find their way back To this bruised heart This black and blue heart Oh this used heart Guess it's true what they say Healing is the hardest part I have these moments where I'm so afraid completely lost It's get's worse on my worst of day's And I get these thoughts I push the ones I love away When they're only trying to help Oh but when I'm in this state I just wanna hurt myself Maybe the hardest part is I never asked for this Everything taken from me, These ugly, scars on my skin I've spent years trying to outrun this past But the tears always find their way back To this bruised heart This black and blue heart Oh this used heart Guess it's true what they say Healing is the hardest part Maybe the hardest part is I never asked for this Everything taken from me, These ugly, scars on my skin I've spent years trying to outrun this past But the tears always find their way back To this bruised heart This black and blue heart Oh this used heart Guess it's true what they say Healing is the hardest part