Fine Dining

First of all, daughter has changed From school clothes to something more festive Dressing a little makes her feel, And consequently look, more charming Even the table takes on a special air I've been groomed to bend into The never-ending song of a mockingbird's tune Stroking my hair with desperation I stare A rope for attention, a hope that you mention my name That I'm more than a stain on your clean reputation More than the pain of your weak medication You've made invitations Sent out dinner reservations for two So that you can consume Another boy who's just a toy in your room It's the worst that you never hurt And I hate that you can't relate To this smoke show with mirrors I watch myself play It's the worst that I never learned And I hate the look on your face In this beautiful horror that I can't escape I chose to ignore All the blood on the floor From all of the times That you cut me before Too mesmerized by the face I adored To survive you kissed me good night you told me play nice But a sadist shows love with the tip of a knife Could you have the common decency Not to stand there and watch me bleed? It's the worst that you never hurt And I hate that you can't relate To this smoke show with mirrors I watch myself play It's the worst that I never learned And I hate the look on your face In this beautiful horror that I can't escape (I can't escape) Are you having any fun yet? Are you having any fun yet? (Having fucking fun?) Any second thoughts of us yet? Are you bored with the bodies piled up in this room? Now I party with corpses that are better than you It's the worst that you never hurt And I hate that you can't relate To this smoke show with mirrors I watch myself play It's the worst that I never learned And I hate the look on your face In this beautiful horror that I can't escape Well, the dinner date has begun, and they're all happy about it