Selfish

I'm not trying to be vindictive But I need to get this off my chest I'm not trying to play the victim But I won't be a martyr not for you again You hit me up to tell me that you hope I'm doing well but Let's just cut the bullshit you just do that for yourself so You can feel forgiven for how you put me through hell, yeah It's so fucking like you only caring 'bout yourself (You're so, you're so, you're so, you're so) You're so fucking selfish (You're so, you're so, you're so, you're so) You're so fucking selfish (You're so, you're so, you're so, you're so) You're so fucking selfish, selfish Your words never matched your actions You couldn't keep up with the man you designed Guess this you only existed In the foolish, naïve part of my mind Now I'm trying to understand you (I'm trying to understand you) To you I wasn't worth effort or time Guess I never really had you (I never really had you) So why do you care if you're not welcome in my life You hit me up to tell me that you hope I'm doing well but Let's just cut the bullshit you just do that for yourself so You can feel forgiven for how you put me through hell, yeah It's so fucking like you only caring 'bout yourself (You're so, you're so, you're so, you're so) You're so fucking selfish (You're so, you're so, you're so, you're so) You're so fucking selfish (You're so, you're so, you're so, you're so) You're so fucking selfish, selfish You hit me up to tell me that you hope I'm doing well but Let's just cut the bullshit you just do that for yourself so You can feel forgiven for how you put me through hell, yeah It's so fucking like you only caring 'bout yourself