Free

New year of '13 Sat on the roof of your one-bed apartment Stared at the city Oh, London, you're pretty The way that you held me Tight like I'd leave in a slip of the wind It felt like the future Thought I'd never lose ya I was free Free I was free Forward to '20 Both of us screaming alive at each other, "Get out of my house" "I'm done with you now" Said I never loved you But I always loved you And I'll always love you I was free Free I was free Free Free I was free I'm nervous to say it Not one to sleep with a stack of regret But I'm sorry we got here I wish I'd done more to save us Shoulda killed you with kindness Swallowed your tears when your eyes opened wide But I'm drawing in darkness I wish I could stop it And be free Free I was free Free Free I was free I wish I was (I wish I was) I wish I was, I wish I was free (I wish I was), mm I wish I was, I wish I was I wish I was free Oh, the devil's in And I'm dying, yeah Opposites attract What the hell is that? Oh, the devil's in