Did the Day Go Just Like You Wanted?

Did the day go just like you wanted Or did you hold on with the fingernails There were white parties in your youth Not anymore What's the point if we never learn What's the point without the feeling When the tears roll down on your cheek You know you're alive Let the rain pour down like the winter come You won't find your peace in a perfect home And the perfect man has a crack Trust him to never come back Let the boy be unfettered and bold Let the boy reach out for the infinite When he's lost in confusion and doubt You know what to do And you know it's gonna be rough But you never run from your gravity He's a long head bottle of doubt But he's yours Let the rain pour down like the winter come You won't find your beast in a perfect home And the perfect man has a crack Trust him to never come back And the dreams that you try to find When you close your eyes when the world is silent Give yourself to a mystery Open up to warm possibility You are blessed, not ragged, not lost As long as you love