Caught Up

I've been looking in the mirror I've been trying to find my flaws they ain't really clear I've been trying to run into my fears I've been on my ones trying to disappear My life's painless Every day is the same I just really started hating it I've been hustling every day I'm just trying to get a pay check Always told my mama I was going to be famous I was going to be the greatest Same thing every day I don't want to die like this Figure out what I want dedicate my life to it I know I got a reason I was mean't to be here Hollywood dreaming I've been on a mission I done gone the distance Right up to the finish Trying to find out what I want Even if I gotta end up missing Told y'all I was going to make it Never needed your permission Caught up Stuck inside my head Caught up I don't wanna leave my bed You can never slow me down You ain't ever help me when I was on the ground And I've been trying so hard to be accepted They've been watching me from a distance Trying to wait for all of my mistakes But I ain't mad about it they just want to see me fall You should have had my back when I needed you but I had to cut you off I be where I want every day I'm just trying to get to paradise Only Lankan on the main stage I'm just trying to get a better life Same thing every day I don't want to die like this Figure out what I want dedicate my life to it I know I got a reason I was meant to be here Hollywood dreaming I've been on a mission I done gone the distance Right up to the finish Trying to find out what I want Even if I gotta end up missing Told y'all I was going to make it Never needed your permission Caught up Stuck inside my head Caught up I don't wanna leave my bed