Matador

(I mean, should we just go for it?) Had it bad last night Got it bad, it don't matter though I'm alright Doing fine, if you gotta know She's my ride, always will be my matador I'm doing fine, had it bad last night Had it bad last night Got it bad, it don't matter though I'm alright Doing fine, if you gotta know She's my ride, always will be my matador I'm doing fine, had it bad last night Destroyed myself in a motel room 'cause I'm desperate to just to feel Spend my final fifteen dollars at the liquor store to heal Find somebody who can listen tell them everything I hear In my head, it's getting louder In my head, it's getting louder, so Woke up this morning with a bad case of What did I do? Wokе up this morning with a bad case of What did I do? Had it bad last night Got it bad, it don't matter though I'm alright Doing fine, if you gotta know Shе's my ride, always will be my matador I'm doing fine, had it bad last night 'Cause I keep empty bottles in the corner of my bedroom She says I am different now than I was when I met her I think she is right I'm lighting fire to my heirlooms Toss a match behind my head and watch it burn my headstone Woke up this morning with a bad case of What did I do? Woke up this morning with a bad case of What did I do? Had it bad last night Got it bad, it don't matter though I'm alright Doing fine, if you gotta know She's my ride, always will be my matador I'm doing fine, had it bad last night Had it bad last night I'm alright, I'm alright Had it bad last night I'm alright, I'm alright Not afraid of anything I think maybe I should be though If you've taught me anything It's that I'm not invincible I can't feel my lips I think that you should call me when you're home I'm alive Had it bad last night (How's that?) Had it bad last night Got it bad, it don't matter though I'm alright Doing fine, if you gotta know She's my ride, always will be my matador I'm doing fine, had it bad last night