Hopeless And Beaten

Help me, I can't put it away And you can't make me, so I disobey Help me, this thing is feeding Hopeless and fucking beaten I tried all along (help me please) It did things to me (it's not real) Had to take prestige (it's not me) I can't feel a thing (suffering) I feel sympathy, my hurt on display And I see it boiling up, so hard to disobey Hold me, it's coming, I can't see Hopeless and fucking beaten Hopeless and fucking beaten I tried all along (help me please) It did things to me (it's not real) Had to take prestige (it's not me) I can't feel a thing (suffering) I can't remember a thing You had me strung up by a string Oh, the things I wish I said to make A better version, me without disdain And nothing beats the heartbreak left behind And nothing soothes the hurting, only time Nothing only time Nothing only time Nothing only time Beats me up inside Hopeless and fucking beaten Hopeless and fucking beaten I tried all along (help me please) It did things to me (it's not real) Had to take prestige (it's not me) I can't feel a thing (suffering) I tried all along It did things to me