Chimera's Wreck

A coat of arms is all we are The slow decay, a dying star A sinkhole for the crawling of the hours Afraid to be (afraid to be) What I should be (what I should be) The sum of all (the sum of all) Of new and old (of new and old) Experience has made me none the wiser I'm afraid to be happy and I Couldn't care less if I was to die I'm afraid to be happy and I Couldn't care less if I was to die, whoa Chimera's wreck around my neck To start again, to dream again To fix the things that cursed me from the start My father smiles (my father smiles) At me, the child (at me, the child) Now getting tired (now getting tired) And losing drive (and losing drive) The clarity that age has brought to me (A new town in the 60's) (Had the concrete and design made for tomorrow) (And even when the rain comes) (We can still find there's a future in tomorrow) I'm afraid to be happy and I Couldn't care less if I was to die I'm afraid to be happy and I Couldn't care less if I was to die, whoa I'm afraid to be happy and I Couldn't care less if I was to die (ah) I'm afraid to be happy and I Couldn't care less if I was to die, whoa These the things I did with my gifts This the way I loved and I lived These the things I did with my gifts This the way I loved and I lived I'm afraid to be happy and I Couldn't care less if I was to die I'm afraid to be happy and I Couldn't care less if I was to die, whoa I'm afraid to be happy and I Couldn't care less if I was to die Washed up on the shore Don't need you no more Chimera wreck will slip into the bottleneck Washed up on the shore Don't need you no more Chimera wreck will slip into the bottleneck Washed up on the shore Don't need you no more Chimera wreck will slip into the bottleneck