Depressed

It's hard to admit everything i went to got me depressed When am infront of people am putting up a fake smile So they will not see that i am stressed Posting on gram they think that i am blessed Troubles dont rest they my only guest Am doing push ups so i can keep more in my chest They judging too much even the way i dress I can not adress their comments coz of fear of being pressed They say i'm cocky when i say i'm the best Therefore to make it first they gotta be impressed Am so busy now they say that i changed When ever i do something different i am strange Is you a rapper why you dont have chains Am wearing right now an invisible neckless with all of my pain When i die take me to see jonny dang Make sure i get a big ass chain on my pinky finger put a big ring The world is in trouble We live in a bubble I understand why elon musk tryin to get us outer here from all of the struggle I am feeling dead inside sometimes come to my funeral while i'm alive Temptetions arrive sometimes i am weak like i can not strive My mind a big ocean im afraid to dive My whole life ahead of me will i survive It's raining judgement Am feeling depressed now yeah yeah Think i am faking nah nah Mentaly damaged ah ah Will i ever manage I just need support grabbing my rope pulling me outer of the ditch Everyone knows money not happines still trying get rich Am feeling depressed now yeah yeah Think i am faking nah nah Mentaly damaged ah ah Will i ever manage I just need support grabbing my rope pulling me outer of the ditch Everyone knows money not happines still trying get rich Am feeling depressed now yeah yeah Think i am faking nah nah Mentaly damaged ah ah Will i ever manage I just need support grabbing my rope pulling me outer of the ditch Everyone knows money not happines still trying get rich Only if your perfect come foward and judge me Reading the room everybody doomed It's safe to assume wait No it's not safe coz assuming makes other people go suicide When they start to believe it's worse having life So it might be better on the other side Technology is everything they look at you funny when your not using an ios The major issues now it's not even politics Gender is the only thing they wana press Look it makes me depressed Am feeling this stress But i'm gonna make it through it i guess Maybe it's a test To qualify phonies and who is the best Ptsd trending wonder whats next Kids are over dosing and bodies are fake Police needs police to get knees of a neck We getting respect depending on a check Their joking too much get them off of the deck I dont celebrate b days i dont like the cakes I think it's insane that some people own lakes Covid showed up i think the date was saved One day am gonna beat depression when am brave Am feeling depressed now yeah yeah Think i am faking nah nah Mentaly damaged ah ah Will i ever manage I just need support grabbing my rope pulling me outer of the ditch Everyone knows money not happines still trying get rich Am feeling depressed now yeah yeah Think i am faking nah nah Mentaly damaged ah ah Will i ever manage I just need support grabbing my rope pulling me outer of the ditch Everyone knows money not happines still trying get rich Am feeling depressed now yeah yeah Think i am faking nah nah Mentaly damaged ah ah Will i ever manage I just need support grabbing my rope pulling me outer of the ditch Everyone knows money not happines still trying get rich