Addicted To Misery

I have tried all I can try To let them in my mind But I can't seem to trust Day by day I just survive Felt like I been pushed aside How the fuck am I alive? Pay them just to talk my shit Shit is all they label it But I can't seem to trust They numb my brain With all the pills I use cheap thrills so I can feel How the fuck am I still alive? Is it a choice or a vicious disease? Or am I just addicted to misery? With everything I just want to believe That I am just addicted to misery Addicted to misery Addicted to misery Every day is a fucking mistake I am sick of my own shit Addicted to misery Every day is exactly the same I am sick of my own shit I am sick of my own shit I am sick of my own shit Fuck! All I got is both these hands To hang my head in As a broken man If you have it all Don't give it to me I'll burn it all down I'm addicted to misery Addicted to misery