Hard to Believe

I know the summer won't change All the fires that start can't be saved Does that apply to you and me too? There's some things I've been meaning to say to you Like I just want to breathe, is that so hard to believe? What age would you call your prime? We've been at this for a long time That's a point that I think I could use I can't make up another drawn-out, vague excuse I'm trying hard not to lie Things I'm keeping close on both sides But is my silence deafening you? It keeps me up at night, I just need a few And I just want to breathe, is that so hard to? Or would you agree with me? And who would you choose to be? I think that we'll have to see before too long now Got you checking in again I've got a friend I've been talking to And if you knew I've fallen out You're checking in again I've got a friend I've been talking to And if you knew, I've fallen And I hope you're happy with the things that you've got And I'll still remember all the bright parking lots And I can finally breathe, is it so hard to believe it now? Was I tough to be around? Well, maybe you're better now All because I let you down I know there's so much I didn't say I don't wanna be that way I guess it's the price you pay For giving your trust away I'm giving mine now