Feels so Hard to Be Alright

I got back home the other day My head's all gone don't know what to say But I'm used to I made my way from the studio But lost my way don't know where to go But I'm used to If only you could feel me now Sometimes I fake a smile at the doorstep Sometimes I'm all messed up and I know it And it feels so hard It feels so hard to be alright Sometimes I'm lonely in my hometown Sometimes I only need a countdown And it feels so hard It feels so hard to be alright It feels so hard to be alright I know it sounds a little bit weird I wish that fear could disappear But I'm used to I'm trying hard to make it right So you will always be alright But I'm used to If only you could feel me now Sometimes I fake a smile at the doorstep Sometimes I'm all messed up and I know it And it feels so hard It feels so hard to be alright Sometimes I'm lonely in my hometown Sometimes I only need a countdown And it feels so hard It feels so hard to be alright Sometimes I can hardly sleep Sometimes I'm that friend in need So would you hold me Oh would you hold me Cause I'm not strong enough In times that get too rough So would you hold me Oh would you hold me I got back home the other day My head's all gone don't know what to say But I'm used to Oh but I'm used to