High Hopes

High above me, hope swarms like flies I am trying not to hide Hide from them, hiding in my hell I am trying to be someone else All this noise just goes in one ear out the other and Oh my god it's too much All this sweat just drips out one pore and another and Oh my god it's too much We tried to keep an even score But what even play the game for? We tried to keep an even score But no one's really even counting anymore What even play the game for? Do you have it in you to lie? To tell yourself that you're gonna be fine 'Cause high above me, hope swarms like flies I am trying not to hide Hide from them, hiding in my hell I am trying to be someone else All the lights just blow out with one blink and another and Oh my god it's too much All the truth just hurts with one word and another and Oh my god it's too much I would believe the things you say When you say them the sweetest ways Fill holes in all my cavities Can still taste you on my teeth Do you have it in you to lie? To tell yourself that you're gonna be fine