Downfall

Mmm, mmm Used to be my everything and more Used to live in my dreams but there's no real memory You don't have a clue how the things you do Push me to my limits but I guess that's nothing new Thrive off each other's instability, constant apologies and no (You were always preying on my downfall.) Wonder why you don't care about my mental health (Just so you could end it with a phone call.) Only want me when I'm well I was always so sure that you would always love me more Never planned to end it, cause you wanted to explore Didn't know it then, I'd watch you self-destruct and leave me dead Always so defensive, must be so exhausting in your head How am I expected to forget? Promises of moving on, it's all delusions Regret the things we shared, I've never been so scared To lose the good I saw in you before your love affair Thrive off each other's instability, constant apologies and no (You were always preying on my downfall.) Wonder why you don't care about my mental health (Just so you could end it with a phone call.) Only want me when I'm well You say that you are, not alright right now, while I'm falling to the ground (Was I ever more than just a trophy?) What did you do with it, all that space you took? Maybe take a second look (Wanted me with no responsibility.) Don't know why I'm so afraid of moving on and letting go What am I so scared of? Losing what I've grown to know as love I was always so sure that you would always love me more Never planned to end it, cause you wanted to explore Thrive off each other's instability, constant apologies and no (You were always preying on my downfall.) Wonder why you don't care about my mental health (Just so you could end it with a phone call.) Only want me when I'm well You say that you are, not alright right now, while I'm falling to the ground (Was I ever more than just a trophy?) What did you do with it, all that space you took? Maybe take a second look (Wanted me with no responsibility.)