feel like shit

Usually never cry at all I would say I'm pretty tough But it's been a couple weeks now And I still feel stuck in my lungs And usually I go out on nights And not think of you once But if they start playing that song I can't help but to think about us, oh, oh Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part When I pulled myself out of your arms Wish I knew that was only the start And now I'm falling apart 'cause Last night, for the very first time You didn't even try to call Oh, I, I won't lie I thought I might die I couldn't even sleep at all And maybe I'll get used to it (ah, ah-ah) But right now, I just feel like shit (ah, ah-ah) So I kissed somebody else Just to see how it felt But all that was going through my brain Was your hands around my waist You know how to do it so well Really thought I was done with the hardest part When I pulled myself out of your arms Wish I knew that was only the start And now I'm falling apart 'cause Last night, for the very first time You didn't even try to call (didn't even try to call) Oh, I, I won't lie I thought I might die I couldn't even sleep at all And maybe I'll get used to it (ah, ah-ah) But right now, I just feel like shit (ah, ah-ah) Now, if I get a little too drunk I'll start thinking, "What if you were the one?" I know that the damage is done And I still have the shirt that you wore When we first met It's there on the floor I might kick it under the bed Hoping that I could forget it there Last night, for the very first time You didn't even try to call Oh, I, I won't lie I thought I might die I couldn't even sleep at all (at all) And maybe I'll get used to it (ah, ah-ah) But right now, I just feel like shit (ah, ah-ah) Used to it Feel like shit