Honest

Every time I walk out of the house Put on another face just to blend in with the crowd So nobody sees me You would never believe me I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healin' I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grievin' Thought I was a fighter I'm still in the fire But if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest I'm sittin' here waitin', I'm prayin' for someone to show me what love is I'm just bein' honest I'm just bein' honest Every time I pass the hardest part Here comes another ghost just to pull me to the dark I thought it was over God, let this be over 'Cause if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest I'm sittin' here waitin', I'm prayin' for someone to show me what love is I'm just bein' honest I'm just bein' honest, mmm-mmm I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healin' I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grievin' Thought I was a fighter (thought I was a fighter) I'm still in the fire 'Cause if I'm bein' honest (oh), I'm not bein' honest (oh) I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden (Don't see 'em, don't see 'em, no) If I'm bein' honest (oh), I'm at my darkest (oh, at my darkest) I'm sittin' here waitin', I'm prayin' for someone to show me what love is I'm just bein' honest