Where Are You Now? (feat. girlhouse)

You proudly carried your conditions like a cross I calculated my position and went along One night turned to one week, turned to one year Wrong side of the right life, but I'm right here We were 19, you were nervous Tracing butterflies on the curtains Coming up with what you gonna say 'Cause he always calls late, and you knew you couldn't hurt him So then, tell me how was I supposed to feel? How was I supposed to heal? To hell with your closure But I still want mine Where are you now? Are you shaking, love? Are you faking a smilе? Yeah Where are you now? I'm brеaking down, but I'm gaining ground, yeah I was treating my heart like you treat a burned end Taking every bit of bad advice I ever heard, mm One night turned to one bride, what an affair You lied and tried to hide your colors from your cousin while she dyed your hair Well, you got me now Where are you now? Are you shaking, love? Are you faking a smile? Yeah Where are you now? I'm brеaking down, but I'm gaining ground, yeah We were 23, I was nervous Tracing butterflies on the curtains Thinking that there's gonna come a day when I finally take his name And I know I don't deserve it We were 19, was it worth it? We were 19, was it worth it? Where are you now? Are you shaking, love? Are you faking a smile? Yeah Where are you now? I'm breaking down, but I'm gaining ground, yeah I'm breaking down