Thought Process

Sorry for the stupid things I said I went too far Under the influence of my head I know it scarred I'm tired of giving me, giving me, giving me, giving me Sympathy, sympathy, sympathy, sympathy And it's just killing me, killing me, killing me, killing me I'm making blind decisions I wish I understood my Thought process I shouldn't listen to my Self conscience Do I wish that my friends were More honest Somebody call me on it And I know I don't listen sometimes But I'm trying my best to change my Thought process Thought process Hate when I let down the ones I crown and it cuts deep Pressure mixed with pride is always snide, that can't be me I'm tired of giving me, giving me, giving me, giving me Sympathy, sympathy, sympathy, sympathy And it's just killing me, killing me, killing me, killing me I'm making blind decisions I wish I understood my Thought process I shouldn't listen to my Self conscience Do I wish that my friends were More honest Somebody call me on it And I know I don't listen sometimes But I'm trying my best to change my Thought process It's just that I can get so Self conscious I know my friends don't wanna Cause conflict So they don't call me on it And I know I don't listen sometimes But I'm trying my best to change my Thought process Thought process Thought process Thought I know my friends don't wanna cause conflict (ooh) I wish I understood my Thought process I shouldn't listen to my Self conscience Do I wish that my friends were More honest Somebody call me on it And I know I don't listen sometimes But I'm trying my best to change my Thought process It's just that I can get so Self conscious I know my friends don't wanna Cause conflict So they don't call me on it And I know I don't listen sometimes But I'm trying my best to change my Thought process Thought process Want to change my Thought process (ooh) Thought process