Pillbx

I don't like to wake up Now that I'm a grown up I'm never where I wanna be Yeah Try to keep my nose clean Make my mama proud of me Don't think about my fantasies But I've been livin' two lives, one of 'em's in my mind That's how I spend my free time, I'm runnin' out of white lies And I'm runnin' out of white lines, yeah If you wanna know why I've got such a bad side I keep 'em on my bedside, ask myself every night Would I want a different life? If you could take a pill and make it go away Would you change your face, your race, your weight? Wake up, say, "Fuck it, I don't care what they say" Would you rather be straight, have a different last name? Never run away or make your parents' mistakes? Have a love that lasts, and get out of your head Never do another drug, never drink again Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends Wake up, heads up I said, "Open up your pillbox," what you eat, and what you love Open up your pillbox, if only we could write these up Open up your pillbox, I wish I had magic drugs Open up your pillbox, if only we could write these up As much as I may want to I can't ever love you 'Cause we don't like the same thing's Yeah I have a lot of secrets Makin' love to my demons Dyin' on the defense with a reason 'Cause I've been livin' two lives, one of 'em's in my mind That's how I spend my free time, I'm runnin' out of white lies And I'm runnin' out of white lines, yeah If you wanna know why I've got such a bad side I keep 'em on my bedside, ask myself every night Would I want a different life? If you could take a pill and make it go away Would you change your face, your race, your weight? Wake up, say, "Fuck it, I don't care what they say"? Would you rather be straight, have a different last name? Never run away or make your parents' mistakes? Have a love that lasts, and get out of your head Never do another drug, never drink again Smoke another cigarette, maybe choose better friends Wake up, heads up, I said Open up your pillbox, what you eat, and what you love Open up your pillbox, if only we could write these up Open up your pillbox, I wish I had magic drugs Open up your pillbox, if only we could write these up