So Happy (feat. SonReal)

Ever since I've known you You've held that key to my emotions I open up to you You're the drop of ecstasy that fills my ocean Yes I'm floating, one sip of you, one whiff of you I'll sin for you How can that double edge sword that will Hurt me and heal me be so irresistible It's that hypnotic craving Got my wings like oscillating How can something be so toxic Yet be so fucking intoxicating And I know I'll forget this And I wish I could bottle this feeling But every morning that message in a bottle That I threw in the sea is lost from the evening And I feel like hell but oh your spell Is on repeat like a parrot talks And I... Keep going back... Yep you're my perfect paradox So... It's freedom When I'm shot by cupid's demons Cuz right now I'm walking on clouds With you like I'm lucid dreaming Feel the breeze and... So I don't know why I'm so happy I'm not coming down I'm so happy I could die right now Found religion in a deep breath But I know I'm gonna forget That I'm so fucking happy here right now I see my little man's hands Wrapped around Daddy's finger I hold my baby boy up to the sky like he Simba I know what it is Cause now I know what is love It's like you came down to earth just show me what's up, ahh In the car with my lady bout to do the impossible In her belly is our baby, on our way to the hospital And it's green lights all the way I know the route I don't need a map But I won't lie I was petrified cause Yo your boy's bout to be a Dad And when you came out I was speechless Just to be alive is the jackpot And if my lady's strength was a sports team I'd be the cheerleader and the mascot But that happiness is bitter sweet Cause I know somebody that would be so proud Somehow peeking down Man I hope mum can see me now like I'm so happy I'm not coming down I'm so happy I could die right now Found religion in a deep breath But I know I'm gonna forget That I'm so fucking happy here right now I used to bottle my feelings Til I broke it - now I'm healing From them days when just believing Was a note pad and glass ceiling I don't got no fear to run from Ain't nobody tell me nothin' Far from perfect but I love it Yeah let me tell you something My Papa he passed Everything in my life Stopped and just crashed Numbing my feelings by topping my glass Never worked for me So I would just ask Why would you leave us So much more to do He'd show up in my dreams and tell me the truth Learn from my mistakes and I'm proud of you I reply ok this what I'ma go'n do Instead of just sitting here I'm a go get it here I gotta look I'll be damned if I miss it here I wrote a song And my fans sing it crystal clear And it's called my friend So every time that I touch that stage I channel you and that love you gave I'll see you soon but until that day So I don't know why I'm so happy I'm not coming down I'm so fucking happy I'm so happy I could die right now I'm so fucking happy Found religion in a deep breath But I know I'm gonna forget That I'm so fucking happy here right now