Anger

(I look out the window and I think to myself) (Why the fuck am I around when I got tossed on the shelf) (Always left alone to rot inside my room) (Always finding myself haunted by the ghost of you) Locked in a prison of my mind Convincing myself slowly that this is the fucking last time I won't deny my self destructive ways Sad to say that I wish I could decay (Wish I could decay) Oh, I will never be the one to go I can't breathe This burning feeling of hopelessness Let me out Because it's always been me I can't control it, I'm burning every opportunity in front of me Deny, deny, dеny I always knew how fucking easy it was to lie, to you And as thе pain subsides Anxiety decides it's time to ride I never asked for any of this (As I clutch this loaded gun, fuck your God and his only son) What'd they say? That it's easier to be me As if they understood dealing with constant agony I can't control my actions Denying my constant fate So how long do I have to live parading constant guilt? It's written on my face becoming how my mind is built It never happened, I'm refusing to face the truth Sad reality is I'm made to rot Wake up! I need everyone to listen to me Don't hide your feelings behind false prosperity Open your fucking eyes! I hear the voices, they drown me out when I speak They always taunt me, and make me feel so weak Locked in a prison of my mind Convincing myself slowly that this is the fucking last time I won't deny my self destructive ways Sad to say that I wish I could decay It's sad to say that I wish I could decay Decay