Forgive Me

One, two (yeah) One, two It's just way too much right now Look All this pressure on my mind weighing down on my back All this emptiness inside, I feel my heart turning black Feel it all turning cold, I'm just losing my soul And I tried talking to God but He ain't talk to me back Fuck, I can't lie and say I never think of you I can't lie and say I never wished that I could speak to you I did everything for you, I guess you just couldn't see I just wish you needed me the same way that I needed you But my heart just doesn't work like before Lately I've been so detached but I'm still searchin' for more I lost so many fuckin' people it don't hurt me no more Because no matter who it is it's never worse than before Tell me why we never listen when they say that love is dangerous Trying too hard for those that wouldn't do the same for us We, move so fast, and we hope that it lasts Give people a place in our hearts and they just end up replacin' us But all my life, I've apologised for who I am For not being a person that these people understand And I, couldn't understand it - we give Ourselves away to people who take us for granted And they wonder why we damaged But you only know part of me, you don't know my secrets You don't know my pain, 'cause I've always tried to keep it So far away from you, so you could never judge me 'Cause, if you knew the real me, you probably wouldn't love me Look - the worst part is we lie to ourselves We just dying deep inside and we get high 'cause it helps So we hide from the pain, and we hide from the problems And we hide from our feelings but we can't hide from ourselves We just lie to ourselves We just dying deep inside and we get high 'cause it helps So we hide from the pain, and we hide from the problems And we hide from our feelings but we cannot hide from ourselves, fuck Fuck, man, hey