Feel So Different

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change Courage to change the things I can And the wisdom to know the difference I am not like I was before I thought that nothing would change me I was not listening anymore Still you continued to affect me I was not thinking anymore Although I said I still was I'd said, "I don't want anymore" Because of bad experience But now I feel so different I feel so different I feel so different I have not seen freedom before And I did not expect to Don't let me forget, now I'm here Help me to help you, to behold you I started off with many friends And we spent a long time talking I thought they meant every word they said But like everyone else, they were stalling And now they seem so different They seem so different They seem so different I should have hatred for you But I do not have any And I have always loved you Oh, you have taught me plenty The whole time I'd never seen All you had spread before me The whole time I'd never seen All I need was inside me Now I feel so different Feel so different I feel so different I feel so different I feel so different