Mindless Self Indulgence

I'm always amazed with the things that I see What people believe What they have been given Material things Taken for granted Your wish won't be granted What more do you need I'm sick of these fiends A life you've been given The air that you breath It's Never enough So forget all the love that you've got Fill it up to the top Never stop Take it all til' you bleed. Count my blessings Til' my resting She gave me the very best thing A silver ring Now I sing I don't want to die tonight I'll try to find a way to hide I never feel the moment I press a laptop button I kill myself in other ways I can not sit and front it I rather never know of loves end Write a note that never tells you something But I do what I do and I promise the death of my habits refresh with a mouse click I am a cruel sucker I feel myself suffer Fuck out my mind I'm pressing on for time I'm lucky for the life you entered Never know what end we meet And again it's you I see In the darkest nights with a soul that's so dark you're light of my life Spiral out of control Sipping til I'm no more When the fuck will I ever learn I don't know The darkness has consumed my soul And I want to know why the light feels so far So cold These bones calling out I'm crawling out from another hell Not a jail cell just a prison of a damaged mind Wake up in a scare Gasping for air Gentle she tells me Everything will be ok No need to be afraid I'm here, you see? Come here borrow my hands Look at my eyes No hatred fuels me This angel she visits me Guiding me to what is right The light is in reach Her touch will set me free