Highschool Dropout

I used to find love in the little things Now this 80 proof the only way I feel All my friends tell me I'm a fiend Guess the pain is something I couldn't conceal no more I miss the old me (old me) I miss that 2am rush for sure I miss the old me Don't know the new me Chivas Regal in my blood And I do not give a fuck I got no pulse, blacked out Fucked up in the back of your car (Back of your car) I got no phone, passed out Think I got kicked out of the bar (They stole my fake and my wallet) I've been all in my head I'm making love with ambition The only point of my youth Is making reckless decisions I'm just a no good, shitfaced, highschool dropout (No good, shitfaced, highschool dropout) What's the point in feeling something that'll never be enough Psilocybin dreaming who I am and who I was Am I holding on to something or just catchin' my own bluff 'Cause I'll hold on to this feeling 'till I finally open up Used to find the bright side, now I'm in the dark Used to fight to cope Now I'm fighting for a spark I'm so used to getting used I don't check up on myself Guess the reason I feel perfect's same as why I need help 'Cause I used to find love in the little things (Love in the little things) Shot of gin, chase it with lust (lust) All my friends tell me I'm a fiend (Love in the little things) Chivas Regal in my blood And I do not give a fuck I got no pulse, blacked out Fucked up in the back of your car (Back of your car) I got no phone, passed out Think I got kicked out of the bar (They stole my fake and my wallet) I've been all in my head I'm making love with ambition The only point of my youth Is making reckless decisions I'm just a no good, shitfaced, highschool dropout (No good, shitfaced, highschool dropout) (No good, shitfaced, highschool dropout) (No good, shitfaced, highschool dropout)