Scars

Never felt so lonely Never thought that it would go that far That the darkest side would own me Pulling me away from my own heart Please don't touch my scars Promise you won't touch my scars Close the beast behind those bars Lies just tear us both apart Yeah, I look for love But none was found Hate me because I'm underground Yeah, lately seems I've become a clown Here come the crowds Internet trolls in abundance how They love to go run their mouths Rainy days and thunderclouds I just pray that the sun comes out (sun comes out) London Bridge falling down Lonely nights, not a sound Just my thoughts, what's the cost? Don't really know what it's all about I search for love, looked all around Still all alone when you're in a house That don't feel like home Keep the windows open just to feel the cold On your skin, I know, been in it for so long That it feels like some days, I'ma lose my grip I can't hold on anymore, no, but I go down in flames like a plane Amelia Earhart Guess I'm 'bout to go die, oh my Got a fucking closed mind With a hole inside that's blacker than a fucking coal mine Barely holding on, I never Never felt so lonely Never thought that it would go that far That the darkest side would own me Pulling me away from my own heart Please don't touch my scars Promise you won't touch my scars Close the beast behind those bars Lies just tear us both apart Sometimes when I'm sleeping, I go off the deep end and lose it I'm lucidly dreaming the hurt away 'Til I wake up in paralysis like I done fractured a vertebrae Woke up today, feeling anxious Like what if I die before I even make it to 38 Will I see pearly gates valley of the shadow of death And death is just always a breath away Yep, it's affirmative Death is a scar that is permanent but a legend's eternal so I Just keep working on leaving my mark in this world like Copernicus Pain is temporary, get up and put on a tourniquet If you're not terminal, pussy throw dirt on it Dance with the devil and you will get burned again Living in a wicked world Rather be hurting and murdering each other Rather than loving one another Look what we're becoming used to be like Brothers, now we're nothing but a bunch of fucking suckers Evil is among us, fighting over crumbs while politicians Love it corporations ducking workers pay Because their paying us next to nothing yup We don't have the money but we have the power We got strength in numbers We can overcome the scars of 2020 Never felt so lonely Never thought that it would go that far That the darkest side would own me Pulling me away from my own heart Please don't touch my scars Promise you won't touch my scars Close the beast behind those bars Lies just tear us both apart