can't help but let you down

So used to coasting through my life Narrow misses, I'm alright Floating just above the surface You're the wind and I'm the kite I'm the milquetoast, you're the bite I never wanna lie so I told you Once But I'll say it again That I've not felt great And I'm still on the mend Said you don't mind it You've still been a good friend It's got me thinking that there's 146 that I owe you Said "take your time, that's a fortune" And though I try not to hurt you When you start calling, I can't help but let you down You helped me out on the weekend When I was stressed for that meeting But when it's you needing me And you start calling, I can't help but let you down In a week I'm 22 But I'm still a child to you That's why you just forgive my actions I'm the train and you're the track You're the hand that I can grab You know I hate to lie so I told you Once But I'll say it again That I've not felt great And I'm still on the mend Said you don't mind it You've still been a good friend It's got me thinking that there's 146 that I owe you Said "take your time, that's a fortune" And though I try not to hurt you When you start calling, I can't help but let you down You helped me out on the weekend When I was stressed for that meeting But when it's you needing me And you start calling, I can't help but let you down 146 that I owe you Said "take your time, that's a fortune" And though I try not to hurt you When you start calling, I can't help but let you down You helped me out on the weekend When I was stressed for that meeting But when it's you needing me And you start calling, I can't help but let you down