So I Force a Smile

I don't think anyone understands The amount of loneliness I feel on a daily basis The amount of sadness The amount of, I don't feel like I'm good enough How do I tell you lately I've been so down Nothing is right, I'm too young to feel like there's no way out I'm all alone but everything feels so loud Yet I keep it together, don't break under pressure Say it gets better somehow I haven't been myself in a while Don't want no one to know that So I force a smile Even though I'm feeling sad I haven't been myself in a while Don't want no one to know that So I force a smile Even though I'm feeling sad How do I tell you lately I'm not okay (What do I say?) 'Cause I'm so overwhelmed, how do I ask for help? Tell me is it too late? People around me say that it's just a phase (But when will things change?) So it's not a big deal, I'll just hide how I feel I'll never reveal that I'm in pain If I told you I was unhappy Would you even believe me? I don't wanna tell you I cried all night I'd rather force a smile make you think that everything is alright I haven't been myself in a while Don't want no one to know that (Don't want no one to know) So I force a smile Even though I'm feeling sad (So sad) I haven't been myself in a while Don't want no one to know that (D6-E6-D6) So I force a smile Even though I'm feeling sad I haven't been my self in a while I haven't been It's all pretend I haven't been myself I bet you couldn't tell So I force a smile even though I'm feeling so sad