Ruin

I've been thinking 'bout skipping this town 'Cause I'm someone you don't need around And I know it feels like love right now But eventually I'll just let you down Trouble follows me down every lane Self-sabotage is my middle name I'm a bonafide shit hurricane And I'm terrified that I'll never change When the truth is I'm scared You're all I wanted I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head I go and start a fight so I can lose it again Oh, why, oh, why, am I so terrified of letting you in? You're the one thing in my life I don't wanna ruin I don't wanna ruin, yeah (Oh-oh-oh) I've crossed the line about a hundred times (Oh-oh-oh) I sober up, then apologize (Oh-oh-oh) but these demons here, they're here for life (Oh-oh-oh) you're too beautiful, don't waste your time 'Cause the truth is I'm scared You're all I wanted I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head I go and start a fight so I can lose it again Oh, why, oh, why am I so terrified of letting you in? You're the one thing in my life I don't wanna ruin I don't wanna ruin, yeah I don't wanna ruin I don't wanna ruin Step one, I was freaking out Step two, feeling better now Step three, if you stick around I promise I'll never let you down Step one, I was freaking out Step two, feeling better now Step three, if you stick around I promise I'll never let you down I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head I go and start a fight so I can lose it again Oh, why, oh, why am I so terrified of letting you in? You're the one thing in my life I don't wanna ruin I don't want to ruin, yeah I don't wanna ruin (step one, I was freaking out) (Step two, feeling better now) I don't wanna ruin, yeah (Step three, if you stick around) I promise I'll never let you down Step one, I was freaking out Step two, feeling better now Step three, if you stick around I promise I'll never let you down