Babirusa

I'm not asleep when my mind starts dreaming, I'm walking streets so desperately Searching for the answers to my needs I've got the mother. I've got the earth I've got protection around my neck But I can't realize, I won't realize Am I sleeping? Am I healing? Am I so fucked up that I'm still grieving? Am I awake or am I still dreaming? As the time ticks day by day my mind rolls further from the dark I can't escape time, the wheel weaves as it will I am a part of time I can't escape myself As the time ticks day by day my mind rolls further from the dark I want so badly to see the light of all of this I miss the little things Where are the little things? Am i the little things? But, am I anything? I want so badly to feel the joy I want so badly to feel the light I want so badly to feel the joy I want so badly to feel the light I want so badly to be the joy I want so badly to be the light I want so badly to be the joy I want so badly to be the light