Nirvana Girl (feat. Yeeun)

Everybody wanna tell me who, where or what I'm doing Everybody wanna pull me in some kinda new direction Oh, my God, can I be myself, for now? Na-na, now? Feel like I just got out of some hyper-toxic situation Feel like I'm just tired of all the surface-level conversation Oh, my God, I'm so ready to get out, now And I'm in control But a part of me is afraid A feeling I can't shake It never goes away But, ah, ah, ah, I Ah, I'm on my way to be Nirvana girl A newer, better me, out of this world Enlightened and free, Nirvana girl That's what I'm gonna be Kinda think it's crazy how I used to be intimidated Kinda waiting for someone to save me from my indecision Oh, my God, when I should've saved myself, now And I'm in control But a part of me's afraid A feeling I can't shake It never goes away But, ah, ah, ah, I Ah, I'm on my way to be Nirvana girl A newer, better me, out of this world Enlightened and free, Nirvana girl That's what I'm gonna be I'm on my way to be Nirvana girl A newer, better me, out of this world Enlightened and free, Nirvana girl That's what I'm gonna be (woo!) Swear I used to be my worst enemy Looking in the mirror like "Ugh" (like "Ugh") Now, look at me designer on my feet You know that a bitch glowed up (okay) On my hot girl shit, if you missed it You can find me on every girl's wishlist Check me out while I manifest it I'll marry myself, even be my own mistress I do, and you? I do too (I'm on my way to be) Remember back when I was young and confused? The bar was so low, I would scuff my shoes (a newer, better me) Now I pick and choose, I'ma be my own muse (own muse) If I could go back in time (enlightened and free) I'd tell young me that you're doing fine Show that inner glow, it's enlighten time (that's what I'm gonna) Girl, you're in your prime, now Ah, I'm on my way to be Nirvana girl (on my way) A newer, better me, out of this world (newer, better me, baby) Enlightened and free, Nirvana girl (enlightened and free, girl) That's what I'm gonna be (girl, that's what I'm gonna be) I'm on my way to be Nirvana girl (yeah) A newer, better me, out of this world (yeah) Enlightened and free, Nirvana girl That's what I'm gonna be