a list of all the things that I regret

I wrote a list of all the things that I regret Tryna ease my mind before I go to bed 'Cause it's killing me to picture all the moments that we had and what I said I wasn't myself I wrote a list of all the things that I remembered To remind myself of what we used to be And to make sure I won't forget that it was not just in my head But hell, I wish it were And I struggle to let it go If I could I would change it all For the better, for the better I regret One, I was desperate to get your attention, woah, oh, oh Two, I messed up the beauty of us Three, I cried during every discussion and I know that you hated it And four, not being enough I wrote a list of all the things that I regret Just in case I ever get you back again And if I do, I assure you I will do the same mistakes 'Cause people tend to stay the same And I struggle to let it go If I could I would change it all For the better, for the better I regret One, I was desperate to get your attention, whoa, oh, oh Two, I messed up the beauty of us Three, I cried during every discussion and I know that you hated it And four, not being enough (Not being enough) I wrote a list of all the things so I'd forget How it was to be with you, now I feel like somebody else