Something To Do

And now, life is back to normal I don't feel like crying when I drive Even on the streets we used to ride down in July And I guess I sound so healthy Dealing with the blinding heartbreak shit Even though I'm finally done with it, I kinda wish That I still had one piece of sadness Like seeing you and her laughing Guess you're really over it when You'd go through it all again 'Cause now I realize missing you Missing you Was me calling up my mom Bonding over all your wrongs Now I realize, missing you Missing you Was staying at Ryan's way too long Writing albums worth of songs Now I realize missing you Gave me something to do And I moved back to the valley I'm not getting triggered anymore So I'm not getting ice cream from the store like before I don't say much when someone calls They ask, "What's up?" Nothing at all When I was broken I was living, now I'm boring just like golf And now I realize missing you Missing you Was me calling up my mom Bonding over all your wrongs Now I realize missing you Missing you Was staying at Ryan's way too long Writing albums worth of songs Now I realize missing you Gave me something to Do with myself When I was going through hell You gave me stories to tell You'd say that I told them well In all those songs that I made To all my friends when we'd hang Oh, but I still wouldn't change Anything 'Cause now I realize missing you Missing you Was me calling up my mom Bonding over all your wrongs Now I realize missing you Missing you Was staying at Ryan's way too long Writing albums worth of songs Now I realize missing you Gave me something to do