Things You Don't Know

This morning, I got diagnosed with frost bite in my toes Who knew that the winter comes through Sherman Oaks? So I drove to the Rite Aid where we used to go And I know you'd make a bad joke about getting cold feet And how that sounds much more like you than like me You'd be happy to know that my new place has heat Whenever you're back I've got so much I could tell you And I know you'd laugh If I told you just half of the things that have happened today And I have to remind myself It's okay you're not coming home 'Cause I keep a list Of all of the things you don't know And I feel like you'd be so proud I made it out Of a heartbreak with some scars and twelve songs, somehow And I play them when I wonder where you are now 'Cause I wish you could be here to hold me when I just can't sleep Or that day I was so sad that I couldn't eat Maybe I'll fill you in one of these weeks Whenever you're back I've got so much I could tell you And I know you'd laugh If I told you just half of the things that have happened today And I have to remind myself It's okay you're not coming home 'Cause I keep a list Of all of the things you don't know