Trying Not To Try

I've been blocking my sound I can't do that anymore Now I'm beating my doubt Just waiting for tomorrow I'm still coming around To the sound of myself It's not letting my doubt Just creep into tomorrow I hope I can complete it I hope I won't die I hope I can't defeat my own mind I hope can defeat it I hope I won't die die die by tomorrow Je ne veux essayer Ah, Ça y est. oh Ah, Ça y est. oh la Je ne veux essayer Ah Ça y est. oh I'm trying not to try Je ne veux essayer Ah, Ça y est. oh Ah, Ça y est. oh la Je ne veux essayer Ah Ça y est. oh I've been blaming myself But the blaming never stops So give up fighting yourself Just waiting until tomorrow And I'm now angry as hell But the rage it won't end So I'm now running to tell My god I'll hold on to tomorrow I hope can complete it I hope I won't die I hope I can't defeat my own mind I hope can defeat it I hope I won't die die die by tomorrow Je ne veux essayer Ah, Ça y est. oh Ah, Ça y est. oh la Je ne veux essayer Ah Ça y est. oh I'm trying not to try Je ne veux essayer Ah, Ça y est. oh Ah, Ça y est. oh la Je ne veux essayer Ah Ça y est. oh It's OK, It's OK, It's OK to be caught in the middle Caught in the middle of your mind It's OK, It's OK, It's OK to be caught in the middle Caught in the middle of your mind Je ne veux essayer Ah, Ça y est. oh Je ne veux essayer Ah, Ça y est. oh I'm trying not to try Je ne veux essayer Ah, Ça y est. oh Ah, Ça y est. oh la Je ne veux essayer Ah Ça y est. oh I'm trying not to try Je ne veux essayer Ah, Ça y est. oh Ah, Ça y est. oh la Je ne veux essayer Ah Ça y est. oh I'm trying not to try Je ne veux essayer Ah, Ça y est. oh Ah, Ça y est. oh la Je ne veux essayer Ah Ça y est. oh It's OK, It's OK, It's OK to be caught in the middle Caught in the middle of your mind