Today I'm Still Drowning

I used sorry to keep you all away And that was my defeat Cause I tore myself apart tryna hold me afloat every day So, I'm sorry Sometimes I couldn't just fix it Lies that told a deeper truth And that's when I started asking myself why I spent my time trying to be someone Just like in colossals With the rain over me A voice said you gotta live, gotta live, gotta live in darkness and fog I've fallen head over heels For something that ain't real Cause I've got a pretty look for what I wanna be But I could never be myself Do you know that I'm suffering But at least tonight I don't feel like crying I spent my time trying to be someone Just like in colossals With the rain over me A voice said you gotta live, gotta live, gotta live in darkness and fog I've fallen head over heels I've fallen head over heels I've fallen head over heels I've fallen head over heels I've fallen head You gotta live, gotta live, you gotta I spent my time trying to be someone Just like in colossals With the rain over me A voice said you gotta live, gotta live, gotta live in darkness and fog I've fallen head over heels A voice said you gotta live, gotta live, gotta live in darkness and fog I've fallen head over heels You gotta live, gotta live, you gotta You gotta live, gotta live, you gotta You gotta live, gotta live, you gotta