How It Feels to Be Lost

Life is walking on a tightrope, with nothing but a blindfold It's a long way, it's a long way down I'm, yeah, I'm a little crazy, but can you really blame me? It's a long way, it's a long way down For every step that I take I take two steps back It's like a punch to the face It's like a knife right in the (Knife right in the, knife right in the...) It's like a knife right in the back, like a bullet to the head Why can't I understand? The blood is on my hands Now I'm standing on the edge with nowhere to go This is how it feels, this is how it feels, how it feels to be lost, lost I've been stranded in an ocean, treading water but it's hopeless, hopeless It's a long way, it's a long way down Why am I always on the brink of losing it all? Am I just wasting my time? It's a long way, it's a long way down For every step that I take I take two steps back It's like a punch to the face It's like a knife right in the back, like a bullet to the head Why can't I understand? The blood is on my hands Now I'm standing on the edge with nowhere to go This is how it feels, this is how it feels, how it feels to be lost Lost Lost And it's a long way down And it's a long way down Why do I do this to myself? Why do I put myself through hell? And will I ever understand? The blood is on my hands (Knife right in the, knife right in the...) It's like a knife right in the back, like a bullet to the head Why can't I understand? The blood is on my hands Now I'm standing on the edge with nowhere to go This is how it feels, this is how it feels, how it feels to be lost, lost How it feels to be lost