Alive

I've never had much self esteem and always tend to self defeat I tried to jump from the highest beam Now I look back at things I've done everything that's under the sun I count my blessings in the dark Today I'm stronger and now I'm wiser And I found meaning in the simple things in life While you were sleeping I was scheming That one day I would see my name in lights I feel so alive when I'm on the edge And I'm seeing red I feel so alive yeah I've lost it all But I still stand tall Life tends to kick you when you're down you scream But no one hears a sound and now you're lying on the floor You wonder if it's worth fighting for Don't lose faith and you will see Today I'm stronger and now I'm wiser And I found meaning in the simple things in life While you were sleeping I was scheming That one day I would see my name in lights I feel so alive when I'm on the edge And I'm seeing red I feel so alive yeah I've lost it all But I still stand tall I still stand tall So tall so tall