Apology Letter

I was wrong I knew right away but I played it cool That trick never works Took too long And then I got mad because you got mad Another one of my delightful quirks What a jerk If I were to smile at you Would you smile at me? It's so clear What I'm trying to say, but right on cue It doesn't ever come that easily 'Cause the words Derail on the way from me to you It seems to happen with some frequency Depressingly If I were to smile at you Would you smile at me? And I can't bear to look to see If this apology letter's returned unread