Halfway

Don't really care that I'm at an airport Every dinner tastes like cardboard Every song has all of the same chords All of my clothes don't fit in the same way Every step forward feels like a mistake I still pretend I know what he would say, oh I But I don't I never will And it's fine But it's also really not I'm halfway good, halfway bad Halfway really fuckin' mad Almost wish it would pass Halfway kinda want it back Halfway meetin' someone else Halfway nothin' really helps Me unfeel how I felt Halfway back to myself I'm, I'm I used to think those nights were the hardest Pain right there, that spot where your heart is I didn't know I would be missin' How good it hurt (how good it hurt) But it's better than whatever the hell this is Sitting alone and secretly wishing You'll come and hurt me all over again Maybe it's worse, maybe it's worse (maybe it's worse) Or it's not (or it's not) Yes, it is (yes it is) And I'm fine (and I'm fine) But I'm also really not Halfway good, halfway bad Halfway really fuckin' mad Almost wish it would pass Halfway kinda want it back Halfway meetin' someone else Halfway nothin' really helps Me unfeel how I felt Halfway back to myself I'm, I'm I, I I-, I (I), I (I) I (I), I (I) I'm halfway me, halfway you Halfway tryin' to undo Halfway scared that I'll forget All the good things we went through Halfway here, halfway tryin' To just feel like I'm not dyin' Halfway, put you on a shelf Halfway back to myself I'm