Hard, Hard Time

I've become acquainted with the dead And the gratitude I owe to them, I could never comprehend So many things I still wanna say And if the word is true, then I will get a chance someday But I have a hard, hard time believin' Anything on the other side Could be better than the love that you're leavin' When you finally close your eyes So, live your life But when I think about my past And all those things I know I won't outlast Like how my debts will go unpaid Livin' in this everlastin' judgement day I have a hard, hard time believin' That anything on the other side Could be better than the love that you're leavin' When you finally close your eyes So live your life But I (but I) But I (but I) But I (but I) But I I have a hard, hard time believin' That anything on the other side Could be better than the love that you're leavin' When you close your eyes So live your life