punish myself

Do you even a heart Cause you don't reciprocate The love I give you What's point of even feeling You left a bunch of scars Disengage Yourself from conversation Avoiding every situation So I ask myself Do you even care Do you think that I'll always be there Do you think that I'm gonna lose myself to you Do you, do you Do you think that I'm a fool A fool, a fool for loving you It's been on my mind So I guess that it's the truth Oh Why do I Why do I Why do I Punish myself Punish myself Why do I Why do I Why do I Punish myself Punish myself You broke me to the bone Clever words You called me your own While I called you my home Manipulating calls Forever putting our arguments on hold Believing Everything was my fault So I ask myself Do you even care Do you think that I'll always be there Do you think that I'm gonna lose myself to you Do you, do you Do you think that I'm a fool A fool, a fool for loving you It's been on my mind So I guess that it's the truth Oh Why do I Why do I Why do I Punish myself Punish myself Why do I Why do I Why do I Punish myself Punish myself If you think for one second That I'll ever let you in again Oh Our times come to an end And if you think for one second That we'll ever be together again Oh our times come to an end Oh Why do I Why do I Why do I Why do I Why do I Why do I